Writing the wrong way aka Do not try this at home

I have purchased every molskine, notebooks, writing pads, writing apps, writing software, outlines etc.

I have yet to find anything that feels right for writing. So everyday I write and re-write scenes in my head, scratching out words, deleting sentences, adding information. I sit down with the trusty laptop and I type out the scenes that have played in my head for days and sometimes weeks. In no way am I advocating or even suggesting this as a viable method for writers or writing.

I would gladly love to have some other system that works for me and as I continue on this journey I hope to find some system that does work and feels natural to my style.